A lot at work.
Quite a bit of planning & money to be spent for the trip.
And then CNY will come and go just like that.
I've yet to write a complaint letter to the hotel.
I've yet to print wedding photos for everyone.
I've yet to book the bowling lanes.
I've yet to terminate insurance.
Oh, I 'went back to the good old days' again.
*Hint: there shall be none
Tuesday, February 09, 2010
Saturday, February 06, 2010
4th February
I've never really taken much effort to remember this day until recent years. Celebrations were minimal - dinner and a small ang pow and that's it for the day. There were even a few times this day clashed with CNY and there were no celebrations.
This year, I decided to FINALLY get a cake.
You know that someone has never gotten a birthday cake when he or she doesn't even know how to make a wish. Yes, this simple thing you and I have been doing each year is a first for someone who has celebrated more than half a century of life. Very pathetic isn't it? We ought to be ashamed of ourselves, really. How could we have not bothered just because we thought it's not important and it won't be appreciated?
That cake was so far the most meaningful one that I've bought because I've never seen someone so happy and so appreciative.
Lao pa, I'm sorry you've been the shadow in the family and your birthdays have been only slightly more special than any other day but never any special than ours. We have been very selfish yet you have never expect anything more.
You have been a very hardworking man who has been giving your best to the family. Although you are lousy with words, we know that you really do love us a lot. How else would you have cried harder than mummy on my wedding day? Who would have thought you would cry in the first place? Haha.. And why do you always ask if we have eaten, where did we go, why are we not back yet....?
People may look down on you and think you are one with very little acheivements but do you know those trophies stashed in the storeroom have made me so proud of you and have inspired me to sprint when I was young? Not that I achieved much but at least I managed to bag 2 trophies, erm... 15 years ago. Better than nothing la. And how can I forget the fairly good genes I've gotten from you? My height, ahem nice long legs (although they look like crap now) and at least eyes bigger than mummy's. Not that they have brought me to places but at least I feel more worthy when I was at my ugly/ugliest stage!
And do you remember how I loved asking you who you love more between brother and me and you would say it's me (sorry white chick)? Yet, we would always choose mummy over you no matter what...
I'm sorry I've been a lousy daughter.
But it's never too late.
This is my dad.
He turned 53 on 4 February.
I don't know what he wished for because we told him he's not supposed to say out loud.
But at least that night, I booked us tickets to the land of smiles, something he has been longing for. See, he's really just a simple man with small, in fact tiny dreams. Where else can I find such a dad who allows me to be a good daughter that easily?
To the many good years ahead, this is only the beginning, dad...
This year, I decided to FINALLY get a cake.
You know that someone has never gotten a birthday cake when he or she doesn't even know how to make a wish. Yes, this simple thing you and I have been doing each year is a first for someone who has celebrated more than half a century of life. Very pathetic isn't it? We ought to be ashamed of ourselves, really. How could we have not bothered just because we thought it's not important and it won't be appreciated?
That cake was so far the most meaningful one that I've bought because I've never seen someone so happy and so appreciative.
Lao pa, I'm sorry you've been the shadow in the family and your birthdays have been only slightly more special than any other day but never any special than ours. We have been very selfish yet you have never expect anything more.
You have been a very hardworking man who has been giving your best to the family. Although you are lousy with words, we know that you really do love us a lot. How else would you have cried harder than mummy on my wedding day? Who would have thought you would cry in the first place? Haha.. And why do you always ask if we have eaten, where did we go, why are we not back yet....?
People may look down on you and think you are one with very little acheivements but do you know those trophies stashed in the storeroom have made me so proud of you and have inspired me to sprint when I was young? Not that I achieved much but at least I managed to bag 2 trophies, erm... 15 years ago. Better than nothing la. And how can I forget the fairly good genes I've gotten from you? My height, ahem nice long legs (although they look like crap now) and at least eyes bigger than mummy's. Not that they have brought me to places but at least I feel more worthy when I was at my ugly/ugliest stage!
And do you remember how I loved asking you who you love more between brother and me and you would say it's me (sorry white chick)? Yet, we would always choose mummy over you no matter what...
I'm sorry I've been a lousy daughter.
But it's never too late.
This is my dad.
He turned 53 on 4 February.
I don't know what he wished for because we told him he's not supposed to say out loud.
But at least that night, I booked us tickets to the land of smiles, something he has been longing for. See, he's really just a simple man with small, in fact tiny dreams. Where else can I find such a dad who allows me to be a good daughter that easily?
To the many good years ahead, this is only the beginning, dad...
Tuesday, February 02, 2010
February
And so my Feb obviously didn't start on the right note but fret not, the little drama is over and everything's fine.
Today's also our 1 month wedding anniversary.
Feels like it's more than that actually - is this good or bad?
Anyway it's same old same old.
I've shared (a little of) my bonus with my parents in-law and of course my parents & bro.
Feels good to share and give. Of course when you can afford it la.
Do you know what's constantly on mind these days? It's The Jacksons!
And no, I'm not a fan.
No offence but I find the late Michael creepy.
Can't wait for March to come and go...
Today's also our 1 month wedding anniversary.
Feels like it's more than that actually - is this good or bad?
Anyway it's same old same old.
I've shared (a little of) my bonus with my parents in-law and of course my parents & bro.
Feels good to share and give. Of course when you can afford it la.
Do you know what's constantly on mind these days? It's The Jacksons!
And no, I'm not a fan.
No offence but I find the late Michael creepy.
Can't wait for March to come and go...
Monday, February 01, 2010
Sunday, January 31, 2010
Last weekend of January
1. I downed 4 Krispy Cremes. I don't want to think about the sugar & fats intake.
2. I wonder where did my January go. Wedding only needs a day, no? What happened to the rest?
3. I'm still playing bejeweled on facebook. A lot. And I miss the fair competition back then. Now, I don't know if these people topping the chart are cheating or have made used of the silly new applications. I know, it's just a game and I'm not bitter (about not being first) because I have topped the chart erm... once. Until someone cheated and overtook me. Ok yes, I'm a little bitter about that bit.
4. I'm recharging for the challenging week ahead. The 2 days KL trip was packed yet fruitful and has drained much of our energy. And I'm not helping myself by sleeping late and too little. Maybe better today since I clocked 11hrs. Love it when I can sleep that much.
5. I managed to upload our wedding night photos in minutes instead of hours. I've learnt my lesson well and learnt yet another photoshop function.
6. CNY is 2 weeks away! Looking forward :)
Enjoy the remaining bit of the last weekend of January!
2. I wonder where did my January go. Wedding only needs a day, no? What happened to the rest?
3. I'm still playing bejeweled on facebook. A lot. And I miss the fair competition back then. Now, I don't know if these people topping the chart are cheating or have made used of the silly new applications. I know, it's just a game and I'm not bitter (about not being first) because I have topped the chart erm... once. Until someone cheated and overtook me. Ok yes, I'm a little bitter about that bit.
4. I'm recharging for the challenging week ahead. The 2 days KL trip was packed yet fruitful and has drained much of our energy. And I'm not helping myself by sleeping late and too little. Maybe better today since I clocked 11hrs. Love it when I can sleep that much.
5. I managed to upload our wedding night photos in minutes instead of hours. I've learnt my lesson well and learnt yet another photoshop function.
6. CNY is 2 weeks away! Looking forward :)
Enjoy the remaining bit of the last weekend of January!
Saturday, January 30, 2010
I Found YOU
My dear friend,
thanks for leaving a comment and thus allowing me to find you.
It was a pleasant surprise, one which I wouldn't have a chance to receive if I had not been more kpo :) And as much as my eyes were almost half shut - these days I function like a 27 years old trapped in a 50's body - I read all 2 years odd of entries, some of which are heart-tugging to me.
This is how you feel...? this is how you felt...?
And I have to tell you, never mind that it may be insignificant to you, I'm glad to find you.
Those 6 months in an environment full of gossipy aunties, bitter married women and whatnot would have been so much different without you. You always have something funny to share and the most 'painful' bit was I couldn't literally lol when I came back from wisdom tooth extraction, with stitches in my mouth. And you think it's easy to make someone laugh? It's a gift to bring joy to others. Even if that's how you hide your insecurities - to always laugh it off and hide those true feelings, remember that everyone has his/her insecure moments.
It's disappointing to learn about your obsession with this silly habit BUT it's never too late to change. Get professional help if need be. At least you are aware of the situation, at least there's guilt and signs that you want to be saved. I've uncles who are foolish their entire lives and never want to stay away from such obsession so really, get yourself out NOW!
And those friends who have forsaken you? Don't look back and wonder why... they just don't know what they have been missing.
So, thank you my dear friend.
For making me laugh.
For your concern and advises.
For your trust when you share your stuff with me.
For being there on one of the most important days in my life.
For allowing me to be part of yours.
You may not get much out of our friendship (since I'm not exactly the best of a friend) but if you don't ask for much, always count on me to be there.
And as you have said, have faith... and things will work out just fine.
thanks for leaving a comment and thus allowing me to find you.
It was a pleasant surprise, one which I wouldn't have a chance to receive if I had not been more kpo :) And as much as my eyes were almost half shut - these days I function like a 27 years old trapped in a 50's body - I read all 2 years odd of entries, some of which are heart-tugging to me.
This is how you feel...? this is how you felt...?
And I have to tell you, never mind that it may be insignificant to you, I'm glad to find you.
Those 6 months in an environment full of gossipy aunties, bitter married women and whatnot would have been so much different without you. You always have something funny to share and the most 'painful' bit was I couldn't literally lol when I came back from wisdom tooth extraction, with stitches in my mouth. And you think it's easy to make someone laugh? It's a gift to bring joy to others. Even if that's how you hide your insecurities - to always laugh it off and hide those true feelings, remember that everyone has his/her insecure moments.
It's disappointing to learn about your obsession with this silly habit BUT it's never too late to change. Get professional help if need be. At least you are aware of the situation, at least there's guilt and signs that you want to be saved. I've uncles who are foolish their entire lives and never want to stay away from such obsession so really, get yourself out NOW!
And those friends who have forsaken you? Don't look back and wonder why... they just don't know what they have been missing.
So, thank you my dear friend.
For making me laugh.
For your concern and advises.
For your trust when you share your stuff with me.
For being there on one of the most important days in my life.
For allowing me to be part of yours.
You may not get much out of our friendship (since I'm not exactly the best of a friend) but if you don't ask for much, always count on me to be there.
And as you have said, have faith... and things will work out just fine.
Sunday, January 24, 2010
Know when to have fun
While I'm uploading the hundreds of photos onto facebook which is taking a painfully long time - 3hrs has passed and I'm not past the 50th photo, I might as well update a little on the past week's happening.
Was feeling a little down at work but the positive vibes begin to pick up towards the end of the week because well, weekend is here! At the end of the day, work is just work so why worry so much?
Had a talk with my boss but wasn't of much use. Things are still, "we'll see how it goes" as usual. So, I'm gonna put that aside for the time being and do whatever I need to do. And no, I'm never a believer of staying back late to show I'm hardworking. To me, that's either a sign of inefficiency or the company is overloading me.
Anyway, took the afternoon off on Friday to unwind and mann did we have fun.
First to lunch at Food Republic and we spent 2hrs there eating and chatting. Then to Far East for some mini pampering sessions - eyebrow trimming for her, fringe trimming for me, manicure for us and before we know it, it was time for part 2 -Changi Airport.
We had wanted to stuff ourselves with Terminal 2 foodcourt's hokkien mee, pasta, indian rojak and whatnot but the journey took longer than expected and we were too late for it. And we settled for Waraku Pasta, followed by Mac cafe's sinful drinks.
Ha, 4 people from different generation and age group spending about half a day together can be fun too! I love my family, really.
Saturday was some catching up with a friend and CNY shopping for him.
I managed to buy 2 pairs of shoes too.
Love... blue pumps from Topshop and red heels from Peddar. Love sale too!
Can't wait to them wear them during CNY.
And so, a new week awaits us... have a good one people.
Was feeling a little down at work but the positive vibes begin to pick up towards the end of the week because well, weekend is here! At the end of the day, work is just work so why worry so much?
Had a talk with my boss but wasn't of much use. Things are still, "we'll see how it goes" as usual. So, I'm gonna put that aside for the time being and do whatever I need to do. And no, I'm never a believer of staying back late to show I'm hardworking. To me, that's either a sign of inefficiency or the company is overloading me.
Anyway, took the afternoon off on Friday to unwind and mann did we have fun.
First to lunch at Food Republic and we spent 2hrs there eating and chatting. Then to Far East for some mini pampering sessions - eyebrow trimming for her, fringe trimming for me, manicure for us and before we know it, it was time for part 2 -Changi Airport.
We had wanted to stuff ourselves with Terminal 2 foodcourt's hokkien mee, pasta, indian rojak and whatnot but the journey took longer than expected and we were too late for it. And we settled for Waraku Pasta, followed by Mac cafe's sinful drinks.
Ha, 4 people from different generation and age group spending about half a day together can be fun too! I love my family, really.
Saturday was some catching up with a friend and CNY shopping for him.
I managed to buy 2 pairs of shoes too.
Love... blue pumps from Topshop and red heels from Peddar. Love sale too!
Can't wait to them wear them during CNY.
And so, a new week awaits us... have a good one people.
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