Lately, my thoughts & actions freak me out.
I start to wonder what kind of person I've turned into.
I force myself to think hard but often, I just give up.
I know it's self-denial but who cares? I deserve a break. For now.
I'm actually thinking of closing this blog but being the sentimental me (ya, it's just a barely 6mths old blog, what sentimental values right? Yup, that's 'me'.), I'll probably not.
"Perhaps you have already let go but with your character & some other factors, it seems otherwise."
I kinda agree.
I feel sorry for us.
I start to wonder what kind of person I've turned into.
I force myself to think hard but often, I just give up.
I know it's self-denial but who cares? I deserve a break. For now.
I'm actually thinking of closing this blog but being the sentimental me (ya, it's just a barely 6mths old blog, what sentimental values right? Yup, that's 'me'.), I'll probably not.
"Perhaps you have already let go but with your character & some other factors, it seems otherwise."
I kinda agree.
I feel sorry for us.
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