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I'm home alone. Enjoying my alone time. The weather's been a little crazy isn't it? It just poured suddenly and I had a hard time bringing all the clothes in. Mr. Grumpy is going to M'sia again. It always reminds me of that day... I've watched Indiania Jones, Sex and the City. For FREE! Kungfu Panda next. I love freebies. My boss said it's been a busy week. I said it's been a busy month. And he said it's only the beginning. Wish me luck.

... the person who breaks your heart is also the same person who can give you happiness? Do you believe that, as cliched as it sounds, if it's meant to be, it will be? Or do you not believe this person can be an angel and a devil at the same time and that there must be someone better than this person. We make choices all the time, sometimes good ones and sometimes bad. But it's really up to us... We have all been through our 'darkest moments'. I'm glad I'm here today...

The fact that I'm not blogging as often means a few things - 1. I'm really very busy. I've been on my client's speed dial since last Wed evening. The way he smses is like how we msn. So, imagine how occupied I was. But, I'm glad the project is over. My first so-called major project. And I closed another pending-for-quite-some-time project on that very same day. Just one more pending-forever project and I'm free! 2. I'm not as emo as before. Well, at least there are more reasons for me to be happy now. 3. I don't have much updates. Which means I'm boring! Ha... Unless you consider playing detectives, searching for your grandma around your neighbourhood, fun. Or shopping (my all-time favourite). Which reminds me, Hazel, I shouldn't have bought Large for that Zara tube top. It kept slipping down because obviously I do not have enough 'support'. Ironically, my two items from Forever 21 are Small. Speaking of cuts and stuff. Which is why I don...

I managed to find a pair :) To make myself look less preggy... Back to work tomorrow. After yet another long weekend. No more public holiday till August. At least there're a few birthdays in June & July to look forward to. Activities for next 2 weekends are sorted out and then we are done for May, ready to welcome the second half of the year.

Of go-karting, movies, supper and a stroll, it was a great weekend. The weather was quite a killer though.

My tresses - August 07. On 21 Aug 07, I finally had enough courage to try something else instead of the usual 'layered, keep the length'. I love my short hair but the second cut was my least favourite. About one month later after the second cut. Waiting for it to grow. And had it trimmed & coloured for the wedding of the year. To save money and also because I was bored with it, I wanted to have my tresses back. But, it's growing slower than expected. And I couldn't help but had it trim again... Now, I either wait patiently for my hair to grow or I can't stand it again and run to my hairstylist. We'll see. This is me in 2005 (Uni year 1). "Nice".

If a drawer means one's status in the company, I guess I'm just a nobody. Then I might as well just make use of the MC and rest at home. What's the point of working so hard when no one appreciates and expects more instead. It's like giving a dollar to the beggar and he or she asks for two. I hate competition. Maybe I should just be a tai-tai. What say you, Mr. Grumpy?

How did a 'good attempt' turn into something 'too far away from our expected results' within a few days? I don't get it. Is it really that bad or have I just been cheated? Whatever it is, I just want my money. Never mind that it's $200 lesser. And the potential $700 gone. *** You were laughing so hard just now. I hope you are genuinely happy.

Ha..here I am. As promised. I know I've been missing out on quite a bit of updates and before I get lazier or can't recall what I've done, I'm getting to it now. I'll continue from where I stopped... I don't believe in having plans. Because most of the time, I prove to myself that my plans don't work. Like I planned to go home on Wed shortly after Mr. Grumpy went for the match but ended up home only around 7am. I planned to finish up my freelance work on Thurs so that I could enjoy the weekend (which I did eventually) but spent half a day sleeping and the other half 'stoning'. I planned to not eat after my dinner because the next day I had a photoshoot (no, not the professional, modelling kind of shoot) but I tucked into some deep fried food at 10ish after the bowling game. And so, there goes my Thurs. Friday morning was at Jurong for a 2hrs meeting and before I could warm my seat, I had to go for lunch because the photoshoot was at 2pm. I would love...

A few years ago, I could go without sleep for 2 nights. I could party till 3, 4am without feeling that tired. In recent years, if I'm still awake by 3, 4am, I'll spend the next few days trying to catch up on the amount of sleep I've lost. But, never seem to quite catch any. And, by 1am, I feel like leaving the club because supper seem more interesting. I slept at 7am this morning. ______________________________ Lately, I can't seem to find the drive I had in my work. And yesterday, which happened to be my 6th month with the company, the meeting with my bosses made me feel that they notice it too. My friend asked me to join him. My previous company asked me to go back. ______________________________ Am I not ready or is it you who make me feel so?