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婆婆，过年了。 每一年，你都会很忙，还会投诉你会累到生病。 我们每一次都觉得你很爱撒娇，可是今年没了。 再也听不到你的声音，你的埋怨。 再也吃不到你准备的食物。 再也没有机会送上我们的祝福。 今年的初二，我们像往年似的去向你拜年。 不同的是，你在佛光山，我们隔着玻璃，对着你的骨灰向你问好。 婆婆，三十几年了。突然的变化是需要时间去适应的。 真的好想念你，怀念我们一起度过的快乐时光。 但是我们要坚强，要勇敢，要相亲相爱。 希望你现在是快乐，健康的。 婆婆，新年快乐。

When the clock struck 12 and I was facing Taipei, looking at the beautiful fireworks, my heart was filled with mixed feelings. I was glad a very very traumatic year is over. I was sad because you are no longer here. I was at peace because I thought nothing could be worse than the last year. At least for now. I was hopeful because I believe we will all be happy again while missing you. It's a week to Chinese New Year, your favourite time of the year. Where you are now, do you get to celebrate it? Are you surrounded by lots of good people, food and love? It's been two months. 你好吗？