Two.:.Four.:.Six

i think of you everyday. i figured it's because we didn't really have a closure. i didn't hear your last words, if any. i didn't see or visit you, for the last time. i didn't know much about you. i have never asked you about you, about me, about us. i don't know if we matter. i don't know what's your favourite food. i don't know much. i hate the way things ended like that. i don't look forward to your next birthday and the next Chinese New Year just because you won't be there. i wish I have done more...

The Emotions. I've always been an emotional person and I blame it on my horoscope. I'm not a big believer of zodiac sign, horoscope and whatnot but for some strange reason, I'm pretty much what my horoscope says I am - sensitive, family person & emotional, toughie on the outside but a softie on the inside :) Above all, I'm generally a happy person. One can't really tell because of my resting bitch face - which I think it's because I grew up an angry child. I was bullied and I needed that tough front to protect myself and people around me. As much as I'm generally happy, I also realised the passing of yeye has left a void in our hearts and our lives. A part of me will always be sad somehow. I think of him everyday. Even though we weren't really that close. When I watch a dying scene on TV, I think of him. When I see old folks, I think of him and the other 3 grandparents. Do I feel it more because I'm an emotional person? The Experie...